First to know

I know I'm not the first to ever love
I know I'm not the first to kiss ...
I know I'm not the first who's heart skipped beat
I know I'm not the first to feel complete

But I know I was the first
Who'd earned your love and trust
Who'd stick you in my mind
And to your love had resigned

But why ...
Wasn't I ...
The first to know ...
What you tried to show ...
that love lost its glow ...
You'd say no more than hello
I'm still not the last to let go

Those feelings remain confined
As I will always walk behind ... You