Tell me ... how to .....

you're miles away, but i feel you so near
as strangers to this world, ah you're so dear
you chide my passion, wasn't it sincere
you said I'm the one, so did it appear

you drove a knife thru my tender heart
which was full of you, only you
the pathos i strongly try to thwart
i need to ease, tell me how to ... how to

when i think of you, my heart beats fast
the magic of your thought, a trance does cast
so the pain of distance, i try to surpass
but the state of myself, i cant forecast

you drove a knife thru my tender heart
which was full of you, only you
a new beginning, i need to start
i need to let go, tell me how to ... how to

this concoct of pleasure and pain
i drink with zest time and again
the soul that bleeds, i can't restrain
the heart that smiles, i can't contain

you drove a knife thru my tender heart
which was full of you, only you
from strained memories, i need to depart
i need to forget, tell me how to ... how to

Wondered Why ........

wondered why

you don't walk along, i can't seem to smile
my eyes light up no more, it's been a while
i wear no make-up, i have no hairstyle
my heart's in the bin, my emotions in a pile

ever wondered why it happened
ever wondered why you left me to cry
ever wondered why its a dead end
its cause you said good bye ... good bye
now to fate i comply

since you left, I've walked alone
such solitude i have never known
people ask why I'm so forlorn
I just say, i was struck by a thorn

ever wondered why the wounds don't heal
ever wondered why I'm bleeding in pain
every wondered what i can't conceal
its that I'll never see you again
now it drives me insane